Life has its' ups and downs, I learnt.
It's like climbing over mountains. One ever wonders when the Transportation Ministry will build a tunnel through it. I mean, when life is going to be any easier. Never, many will say.
Last Saturday was the Anti-Dadah day. The Domino Pizza sales by the Sivic and Charity club was quite fun, with the competitive spirit with our self, that is to sell as many pizza as possible. Actually, the 50% of the sales wasn't really our club's effort, but Pn. Goh's effort to push BOXES of pizzas to teachers. I even thought that pizzas boxes are mysteriously disappearing in some sort of invisible (duh) Bermuda Triangle. Thanks to everyone for making big effort in every possible way to make it a success and fun at the same time!
That afternoon was the Junior Division Fun Day at Kota Damansara's Regional Kaikan. Fun Day is literally fun day for most of the kids; less lectures about Buddhism, MAXIMUM FUN for them!!! My team and I were in the dance group; that is, to teach them to dance until the end of the year. We all had fun during the first briefing session with the kids. Me and Wai Kit (NOT Mok Wai Kit, by the way) got to choreograph a dance by the end of this week (gasp). Hope it will turned out well.
By the way, I heard my dance instructor (correction from last post: he is dance instructor from California Fitness in Mid Valley. Sorry for mistake) is already in the Top 20! He made it through the camp!!! We are so gonna vote for him non stop throughout the Top 20 competition!!!
Sunday morning was the down part.
Had being lectured by my father and mother, they constantly keep telling me to focus on my studies and stop attending activities from all over place (which includes school activities). They thinks that I should be more hardworking in my STPM. He keeps nagging about people outside who couldn't afford anything because of not choosing career properly, talked about his family background, comparing me to others, and the MOST annoying part is insulting the music industry. Keep talking about how poor musicians are, and I should be doing something better than JUST playing piano. That moment I got so FUCKING PISSED, but kept silent. I know they cared for my future, but it's just pisses me off.
I wasn't even thinking of STPM, but they put me there in the first place. And all I do is hope that everything will go well and I will do whatever I can since I'm already in STPM. But insulting my passion is JUST TOO MUCH. I always wanted to be a pianist, and there they were talking bullshits about it. I can't describe how mad and depressed I was.
Luckily my parents aren't the ones bringing me up to Cheras for dance practice. Or else I would have opened the door and jumped out into the highway.
At dance practice: coincidentally is contemporary. I really let go all the way during the practice. After the practice, I was relaxed again, since contemporary is all about expressing myself. Never in my life I could transform my mood so fast (in just three hours). I got into the happy mood again, hoping that "everything will go well and I will do whatever I can since I'm already in STPM". (groan) But what to do. Just face it.
Oh well. That's the end of the week. And the end of the month too.
Lee Mei, do well in Singapore!!! Wish you all the best!!!
Tomorrow is APRIL FOOL. And today I got caught by prefects for my long hair (???). Luckily the hair cut has no charge, and the 'barber' really did a well job with my... er... fringe?
Monday, March 31, 2008
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4 comments:
hey daniel.. thanks a lot ! :)
well, about the passion thingy, i think u just gotta be a little patient and bear with them. for me, i will say GO FOR IT! GIVE IT UR ALL AND PURSUE UR DREAM. show your parents what you can do with music. prove to them through your action. many parents are worried that their children couldnt find enough money in the future. I'm sure there are much more to life than just finding a 'secure' job and living each day just like that. SO YEAH, GANBATTE DANIEL! =] become the BEST musician if that is what u really really want to do. Go and spread hope, peace, and happiness to the people around through music! :) will always support u!!!
Pursue ur dream man!
My mother is a Pianist... well, Piano Teacher...
And she earns an above-average salary. Which is considered a lot for "just playing the piano"...
Who says pianists can't make money?
heyz leemei!!
thx for ur advice... but time not right... however, i will work hard in whatever i can... =D
enjoy urself in sing!!
yo darryn~!!
now that is motivating =D thx a lot~!!! will take time to convince them~!!!
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