Sunday, December 19, 2010

Polishing my screws (huh?)

ONE MORE PAPER BEFORE I CAN HAVE MY TEMPORARY FREEDOM.

So close, but already I felt like "AH~ I did enough! Chillax let's go eat banana...". For course, it's impossible to 'did' enough unless one claimed so.

Exams make me fat. Sigh.

And i missed dancing terribly. I have a whole playlist of new songs waiting for me to be choreographed to. 

On a side note, I decided with 90% confidence that I will be a teacher in the future. The remaining 10% is just in case I changed my mind halfway my engineering course. But I felt more sense of fulfillment becoming a teacher.

Let's say if I were to be an engineer, and I have designed a new system that profits me gazillion brazillian dollars (it just rhymes), I think I might be happy and fulfilled for a while, before becoming lazy and fat and arrogant and saying "in-your-face" phrases to everyone (yes, I think I'm abit cocky when there's victory).

Whereas being a teacher, all I want to see is students growing up, students trying hard, students wanting to learn. I tried being a teacher before (for like two weeks and some Saturdays classes in my mom's school) and I know how difficult it is to being a just a teacher. But everytime they show their enthusiasm for something, it leaves an impact in me which lasts for like a long time, and I kinda like that feeling.

I hope my future is like what I pictured. I have been repainting my future for millions of times due to uncertainties. I hope that I do not need to repaint it for another million times.

Exams! Back to study. >.<