It's hard to get back to usual life.

I realized that I lost the sense of contributing back to the society. I feel NUMB.

Suddenly I'm ignoring about about people's feeling.

I want my old mood back! Boohoo!

And it's going to take time.

JD Fun Day, HSD Camp, HAD, homevisitations.

Work part time, work in event jobs, reunion with friends.

I want those days back again!

Sigh. Miserable.

To everyone out there, don't forgo your social life and good attitude just for a piece of paper that will consist of your results. You will regret when it's done.

Wtf. I'm emoing while watching Whose Line Is It Anyway on Youtube. Lol.