In my entire life of 20 years, I have no idea that I will get out of Malaysia at all. And this thought scares me.

In my kindagarten, I learned about the existence of Malaysia.

In my primary school, I learned that Malaysia is a good place to stay in.

In my secondary school, I told myself that I will stay in Malaysia forever.

In my form sixth, I told myself that I will study locally to save money.

Two months ago, I said "Let's go to Singapore!"

This is one big sacrifice: money, family time, friendships, Gakkai activities, personal time... None of it that I can do while I'm in Singapore.

But now all I can do is to look forward. There's no turning back already.

Not even moonwalking back.

I have no idea that this will happen in my life.

It's a big transition of life to me.